i'm back again.

hey :) for the most of you guys who's close to me you know that i'm in PERTH right now and for those of you who doesnt know that i am here in AUSTRALIA already. that's if you care. hahaha. well. i just went to the city this afternoon and boy was i tired. i need to rest though. well this is just to tell you that i'm back and i'll update my blog again later with pictures and everything. well my friends want to see the pictures :) well gtg for now. i'm going fishing :D

sedar diri sikit la weih

Eh. Tlg la. Klau stakat korg nak comment aku maki maki kat blog ni takyah kecoh ah. Konon anonnymous sume org pun boleh buat. Jgn nak jd bodoh sgt la. Klau berani tulis ah nama. Kita jumpa dpn2. Bodoh punya manusia.

leave it be

this is the last i guess. well what can i say ? it's gone. it's over. he left me. thats it. fullstop. my heart hurts. it aches and i really cant take it. i need him. i want him. i love him. but all of that means nothing anymore. he's gone. leave me hanging here. well there's nothing i can do. i guess. so back to my old life where i play around and smile when i dont really mean to smile. back to my unhappy and fake life. thank you for everything. i'll cherish all your memory with me everyday. i will wait for you. no point of taking my life anyway. tried to hurt myself but it didnt work out. i'm still here. still feeling hurt. i love you muhamad taufik. i will always do.

Damn !!

I'm sorry. I dont get it. Why do I forget about my blog constantly ? Hahahaha. I guess I'm too busy arranging my life that I forget everything that is right in front of my eyes. I'm really sorry. Well maybe one of those reasons is that my life has nothing more interesting thing that happen accept for the fact that I still have my Muhamad Taufik with me.

With him always there for me, I dont think I need to write that much. My life is not interesting.

Baby bear. We're gonna celebrate our 3rd anniversary soon. heh heh. Well eventhough my friends keep on acting weird when I could be with you for a long time when all my other relationship never seemed to work before. No matter what they say I will love you more and more everyday. I just love you soooo much. You're such a doll. I miss you dear. Can't wait to meet with you soon :D see yah my dearest beloved darling. \(^o^)/ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Teddy Bear Bear !!

I really love him. I really do. eventhough what I do for him I never think it's enough but he's the only person who could captivate my heart. I really treasure him. I only want him now and no one else. Baby, I need you. I love you my love my darling. mmmuuuaaaahhhh.

JOHOR BAHRU !!

What do you think of JB ? Well for a minute I thought that it would be more like KL but further. When I'm there I guess I'm wrong. It's TOTALLY DIFFERENT. Damn but I think it's okay though. There's nothing that can stop me from going there cause the love of my life is there. My dearest MUHAMAD TAUFIK ABDULLAH is there !!! Weeeeeeeee. I LOVE IT and I LOVE HIM !! For the date that we didn't get on our anniversary. I would sacrifice anything just to have him by my side. Heh. I guess I'm really in love huh :)

This is for ziera if she reads it though.

Zie, I do understand everything that you try to say.
Well why wont I get it ? I've been friends with you ever since primary school right ?
It's longer than our friendship with other people. We know each other's life more than other people. I'm sorry that I didnt ask about your life anymore or what you are going through.

I love you zie :) you're still my bestfriend no matter. I dont really want all the stupid fights that we use to have comes between us and throw away the relationship that we have.

Lets try and make up for the loss memories that we threw just because of some idiot guy and make up for it okay ? :D What do you say ? agree ?