hey hey. i'm new here in this blogspot. so i kinda need some help with all this stuff. at first i dont really think that i wanna join all this kinda thing. but i was inspired by my ex senior of smk seri hartamas. she use to write in blogspot, xanga, FLCKR n many more. she's was really good in photography, architecture n designs. even though i never really knw her. neither does my family. but after viewing her blogs. i gotta admit. she's really good. i mean really really amazing in what she does best. i wish she could be someone whom i look up too. hahaha. sorry bout my grammar. i'm not that good in my grammar. :p where was i ? hm. oyea. her name is sara aziz. she's 20 but she died a week ago after dealing with lung cancer, blood clot, spine problem and much much more. she even wrote her stories and it's really horrifies me. i really really wish i've knwn her sooner. but what can i do right ? god must have love her more. my dearest brother even wrote her a song. here it goes.
Ku tak pernah "mengenali"mu .,
Hanya namamu yang pernah ku dengar .,
Suaramu , Wajahmu , hanya sebentar .,
Dan hari ini , ku baca ceritamu ,.
Sedalam-dalamnya , Sehalus-halusnya
Kepedihanmu .. kau lalui dengan senyuman .,
dan bukan dengan tangisan ,.
walaupun kau tahu akhir ceritamu begini .,
Ia bagai mimpi ,
Mimpi terus dibawa ke pagi .,
Terus lagi ke senja hari ..
Lalu Embun pun menitis , Hilangmu dirasai .,
Ceritamu seribu erti ,.
Oh tuhan .,
Bahagiakan dirinya .,
Rintangan dan dugaan telah kau beri .,
Ceriakannya di sana ,.
Hanya ini yang mampu ku persembahkan .,
Hasil puisi hati dan petikan .,
Agar mereka tahu ceritamu bukan rekaan.,
Ku percaya .,
Aku , dia , dan juga mereka .,
Akan terus menyanjungmu hingga ke akhirnya .,
songs and lyrics by : alef aizudden of Loudspeaker
dedicated to : Sara Aziz . Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat .
i hope u're happy there sara aziz. god bless u :)