Tired

What am I waiting for ? What am I trying to prove to myself ? Try to prove that I can be strong ? Try to prove that I can do better ? I can make my heart stronger ? I dont know. Maybe I'm just lying to myself. For better or for worse I try to be the one for you. I try to make you happy with me. I try and try to make things better. Maybe I'll win but I know for sure that I'll lose no matter what. So the BIG question is how long can I hold on ? Lets see how it goes then.